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Electronic Heartbeat - EP

by Cutiejea

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1.
Someday 01:14
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We both live plenty of miles apart And you knew this from the start Am I only just an illusion I'll find myself... Someday
2.
Play The Game 04:02
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V1 Answer me this truthfully What do you really think of me? Am I really fun to be around? Or am I just with the wrong crowd? I’ve dealt with this shit before And I can’t take this any more Things aren’t getting much better this facade can’t last forever PC Time to end the cycle Time to break the chain Can no longer do this again Chorus First, you played me Messed me all up didn’t felt great Kicked me out from the club And you knew this right from the start (Ooh) You’re hiding, calling me a fake Then you acted like a snake Well two can play that game Let’s play the game. Let’s play the game Oh V2 Quit acting like you’re the best We all know, you’re a mess What are you, some kind of god It’s just you and your silly squad What’s with the velvet string And all that fake Gucci bling The truth is quite unravelling (uh) Your reign is finally shattering PC Time to end the cycle Time to break the chain Can no longer do this again Chorus First, you played me Messed me all up didn’t felt great Kicked me out from the club And you knew this right from the start (Ooh) You’re hiding, calling me a fake Then you acted like a snake Well two can play that game Let’s play the game. Let's play the game PC Time to end the cycle Time to break the chain Can no longer do this again Chorus First, you played me It didn’t felt great And you knew this right from the start You’re hiding, calling me a fake Then you act like a snake Well two can play that game Let’s play the game. Played me Feel great Knew this right from the start (let's play the game) Hiding Then you Now two can play that game Let's play the game Outro The board is set Lets the break down the rules It's you and me Who will win, well let's see Roll the dice, take the chance There’s no time to second guess yeah Don’t back down, Just stay strong Eyes on the prize Won’t be too long You can survive this Just play the game Play the game
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Fake It All 03:34
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V1 You hate it when I’m being myself Because you think it’s too clean I hide so many things, afraid of what you’ll think of the real me I start to close my eyes and begin to take a sip Let's enter a world where you’ll think differently of me PC Things are getting fuzzy I don’t remember anything Did I do this or do that? Was that even me? Come on now, try remembering What just happened last night I look at the mirror And see the cracks on my face Chorus I'm gonna lose control Won't be aware at all As they want to hear me say "I feel no pain" Will someone hear my call Will all this be my fault As I choose to I lose it all, change it all, fake it all V2 I wear a pretty dress, cuz I know that's what like Walking around you thinking I'm someone else yeah Is this what you want? Is this what you like to see? Is this the version of me that you would like me to be?" PC Things are getting fuzzy I don’t remember anything Did I do this or do that? Was that even me? Come on now, try remembering What just happened last night I look at the mirror And see the cracks on my face Bridge Am I only just an illusion? Am I only just a muse? I don’t know what’s going on Am I just being used? Please tell me who I am Pls tell me who you’d want me to be Do I choose to fake it all Or just be the real me PC Things are getting fuzzy I don’t remember anything Did I do this or do that? Was that even me? Come on now, try remembering What just happened last night I look at the mirror And see the cracks on my face Chorus I'm gonna lose control Won't be aware at all As they want to hear me say "I feel no pain" Will someone hear my call Will all this be my fault As I choose to I lose it all, change it all, fake it all Outro Fake it, I'd rather fake it all Forget who I am and just fake it all Will someone hear my call Will all this be my fault As I choose to I lose it all, change it all, fake it all
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Distant 03:28
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V1 I feel you, I hear you I can tell you’re trying to reach out to me I see you, I’m near you But why do I feel so blinded, Why do we keep on hiding Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me what’s the point, if it will not work out V2 I'm next to you, I’m with you But we both feel like we’re plenty of miles apart When we’re closer, I feel much better Why can’t we work this out, why don’t I feel alright? Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out Bridge Tell me what is the point? Tell me why do I feel this way? Don't know what else to say Please answer me Why do we feel so far apart, Yet we are still close? Why? Do we have to be so distant? And I’m tired of all the tears And I'm tired of all the pain I'm tired of all the games That this world has put in place I’m tired of running I’m tired of hiding Come to my arms, We’ll heal the scars Everything’s ok PC But both of us know how this will end And I don’t know if I can keep calling you my friend Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out from the start
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Find Myself 04:03
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V1 Day by day, I’ve been looking around The things I’ve lost can surely be found PC in the end, I’ll find myself again Chorus Don’t give up, and don’t give in Don’t let go, and look within Don’t forget who you are Hold on tight and don’t let go You’re not alone, just so you know Cuz someday soon, you’ll find yourself again V2 On and on I make the same mistakes I’ll break the chain, no matter what it takes Cuz someday soon, I will be free from you Chorus Don’t give up, and don’t give in Don’t let go, and look within Don’t forget who you are Hold on tight and don’t let go You’re not alone, just so you know Cuz someday soon, you’ll find yourself again Bridge I’ll face the truth I’ll end the games I’ll embrace the pain As I work towards Finding myself I’ll find myself It won’t be long Till I’ll find myself Chorus Don’t give up, and don’t give in Don’t let go, and look within Don’t forget who you are Hold on tight and don’t let go You’re not alone, just so you know Cuz someday soon, you’ll find yourself again
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Distant (Acoustic Demo) 02:30
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V1 I feel you, I hear you I can tell you’re trying to reach out to me I see you, I’m near you But why do I feel so blinded, Why do we keep on hiding Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me what’s the point, if it will not work out V2 I'm next to you, I’m with you But we both feel like we’re plenty of miles apart When we’re closer, I feel much better Why can’t we work this out, why don’t I feel alright? Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out Bridge And I’m tired of all the tears And I'm tired of all the pain I'm tired of all the games That this world has put in place I’m tired of running I’m tired of hiding Come to my arms, We’ll heal the scars Everything’s ok PC But both of us know how this will end And I don’t know if I can keep calling you my friend Chorus Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out Why do we have to be so distant? We’re both so close yet we’re far apart Why are our feelings non-existent? Tell me What’s the point, if it will not work out from the start

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Electronic Heartbeat is my 3rd EP is basically the 'Erielle has graduated' era of songs. The general theme is based on my 'identity crisis' between 2018 - 2020. I was struggling with how people view me, the people I associate with, toxic fandoms who dictate who belongs in the community, etc.

Electronic Heartbeat has 5 songs and a bonus track (an acoustic demo) and each of them tells a story and my journey towards self-love. This EP is also a collaborative effort between multiple people from my friends to actual music composers.

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released February 5, 2021

Lyrics: Erielle Sudario, Joe Alymer
Music: Erielle Sudario, Joe Almer
Mixed by: Erielle Sudario
Additional Keyboard in Distant: Mani Svavarsson
Additional Vocals: Joe Alymer, Jackyjess, Bryce
Special thanks: Family, friends, The Club Penguin and Ex-LazyTown community for their support. People I've worked and connected during my career in radio journalism for advice on how to get my music out there. To the artists such as Dodie, Suga, and Halsey for inspiring me to write music involving mental health. And to all my supporters who enjoy my music and following the story that I've been crafting through my art.

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I'm a bedroom musician who writes songs based on my personal life

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